been a past few months since my last entry...been busy with my life
...and i just woke up from sleep since last night has been a blast...sorry for my broken to pieces English...
last night i've been asked to take some vids for my home college for the finals
...we dindt win however 
...but nevermind..at least we have some fun 
...but last night also been my most happiest moment in life
..well, to name a few...i was told to drive to the our uni hall 
...then "she" called to help her brought food for the new juniors to the hall 
...i was so happy by it 
..hahabut then all the other LO's join in
...i cant talk to her the whole journey ...then i drop then at the back entrance of the hall...which in turn "she" receives orders to take some more food from other home college...and ask me to bring her there...ah, finally i can be alone with her
...but its quite ironic...i unable to say anything to her along the journey...i felt like kinda fool for not taking that chances to talk...sh*t
...i like her a lot, i really do..but im not sure my heart feels the same 
...im still waiting for my heart to answer that feeling 
...whether or not i love her or i like her...and i understand like and love are 2 different things...ah, this type of feelings...i just let it flow...no need to rushed in...no need to be slowed down...time will tell if "she" really meant to be mine
...if yes, then i will treasure it with all my heart..(i pray for that)..if not, then i will try my best to let her go...(i pray for that too)...i dont want to be selfish...i dont want to be hipocrite...i just want to be myself 
...if she likes or not to me...then i must respect her decision...i think thats all for my entry this time...may we see each other soon...
gudluck in life and love to all of u readers out there...have a blessed sunday...
^^ -N@zReeN-^^
^^ Positive Always ^^
