been a past few months since my last entry...been busy with my life
...and i just woke up from sleep since last night has been a blast...sorry for my broken to pieces English...
last night i've been asked to take some vids for my home college for the finals
...we dindt win however 
...but nevermind..at least we have some fun 
...but last night also been my most happiest moment in life
..well, to name a few...i was told to drive to the our uni hall 
...then "she" called to help her brought food for the new juniors to the hall 
...i was so happy by it 
..hahabut then all the other LO's join in
...i cant talk to her the whole journey ...then i drop then at the back entrance of the hall...which in turn "she" receives orders to take some more food from other home college...and ask me to bring her there...ah, finally i can be alone with her
...but its quite ironic...i unable to say anything to her along the journey...i felt like kinda fool for not taking that chances to talk...sh*t
...i like her a lot, i really do..but im not sure my heart feels the same 
...im still waiting for my heart to answer that feeling 
...whether or not i love her or i like her...and i understand like and love are 2 different things...ah, this type of feelings...i just let it flow...no need to rushed in...no need to be slowed down...time will tell if "she" really meant to be mine
...if yes, then i will treasure it with all my heart..(i pray for that)..if not, then i will try my best to let her go...(i pray for that too)...i dont want to be selfish...i dont want to be hipocrite...i just want to be myself 
...if she likes or not to me...then i must respect her decision...i think thats all for my entry this time...may we see each other soon...
gudluck in life and love to all of u readers out there...have a blessed sunday...
^^ -N@zReeN-^^
^^ Positive Always ^^
6 comments:
welcome back..huhu..belajar rajin2 sm baru tok..konvo kmk jgn lupak ok...=]
tnx..InshaAllah kmk dtg..xpat janji...but i try my best...:)
alohai ~ kesiannn ! cube cari can lain ye !! boleh munye !! time tak de orang mesti boleh terserempak munye. waktu tu, berbua lah habi habis !!
Maya Lisa: tu lh..tgk lh cmner...bnda cmni sy x nk cepat..slow n steady je..dr sy fokus kt ni, lgi baik sy fokus kt study...ni i just let time to decide...
betul tuu... lagi steady, lagi suweet. tak lah nampak cam desperate sangat. lai satu, perempuan suka kalau lelai terus berusaha. kalau perempuan dah suka, dan hiny hint dah nampak, insya Allah, hati perempuan tu tak kemane. banyakkan doa, jodoh didekatkan ^^ ye !
semangat semangat !
permpuan jugak, suak kepda lelaki yang bertanggungjawab. tunjukkan awak ni bertanggunjawab terhadap hidup awak, dengan bertanggungjawab terhadap study awak dulu.
insyaAllah ^^
i understand kebykan perempuan suka lelaki yg kuat berusaha utk mendptkn hatinya...tp bg sy, masa tu blom lgi smpai...sbb byk perkara lain perlu dibuat utk improve kahidupan sy ni...klo sy terlampau fokus kt part ni shaja...sy pasti fail utk bahagian pnting dlm kehidupan sy...
tp xpe lh..klo dia mmg jodoh sy...pasti dia akn tunggu sy nnt...klo x, sy redha...lbih baik sy fokus kt yg lbih pnting...
but anyway, tnx...i appreciate it...(:
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